shitty problems

so i like this guy, its weird and i always said that it wasn’t possible. but i’ve never seen him as far as i know at least. but i do like him, we text everyday at times he was the only one that could make me smile just by a good morning text. i took him for granted. we never fought or even a small argument, lately ha had been sending me texts that he wanted to meet me so we set up a date, i was even prepared to lie for him, but he canceled every single one of those. yesterday he had been making my head crazy telling me that he liked me a lot that he really wanted to meet, again, when i said that i couldn’t he got what seemed to be angry at me. (i know that it wasn’t my mistake)  but yet i felt guilty for it. probably because of those ‘i like you’ texts. but he stopped replying to my texts today he texted back like nothing happened yesterday, i thought that i realized that it wasn’t my mistake i was wrong, i think. i just replied and acted like nothing happened as well. so later on in our conversation we got to the point at what we were going to do later today. his reply ‘meeting this girl, i really like her. she’s like my missing puzzle piece.’ i pretty much broke down. because those words he told me too. i know its probably stupid me for liking him or trusting someone i’ve never seen before. even though i thought that after a year and half i would know him better than that. guess i was wrong. i guess my heart lost again.