Anonymous:  i have no idea why i'm telling you this but you just seem like the person that would care and actually listen. loads of things are going on in my life and i want to pick up my razor again. its so tempting but i've been clean for almost 4 months. help me.

i’ve been there. and i failed myself after 2 months of being clean. don’t make the same mistake i made. listen to my advice, something i wish i would do sometimes. here it goes. i’m not telling you to put it away because i know he feeling i’m telling you to go to the mirror and look at yourself reflect your problems are they worth adding another scar to your body? are they worth another scar to the body you live in, the body you should be proud of. no, look at the places you use to cut and then back in your eyes. see the pain in your eyes if you look at your scars or just simply the places. its not worth it. that feeling is not worth those 4 months of cleanness. nothing is worth giving up on that. now think about your mother and father. they made you. your mother carried you for nine moths and then gave birth to you, you are their precious would you like to let them down, to make a cut in that body? its not worth it now think about that little girl you use to be, think about the times you played the times you were truly happy. now i want you to go back and look back at that razor and get it off your mind. you are so much more that those problems those looks in others peoples eyes you are that little happy child o you are that little venerable child your mother gave birth to. step back, that little child needs you to be you again she needs you. like the world will need you. like we all need you to be you, without that ‘one cut’